affairs of the heart

you have left this morning...

and here i m re-reading your blog entries.. i discovered a similarity. you have been talking about her. and i tink its e same her you have been talking about throughout your entries.

i don exactly know who is the her you are talking about. i asked but i din wished to probe any further.
somehow i realised that i don consider myself knowing you very well.. i tried to get to know u better, by asking. but it din seems right..

i always thot knowing and understanding someone involves time and those experience that both went thru together, but its sad to say that i have neither of that. i din noe you for a very very long time and on top of tt we have nv been thru much together and i m definitely not someone that u will confide in if u ever meet with problems.

so, its not that surprising that i donno who is the her you have been talking about, and that i needed to asked and probed about tings that happened around you or to you.


i bet you have heard wat i m about to say for a zillion times, but i dont know... so jus bear with me. wont you?

....


i dono what happened between u n her, but i do hope that you will reali try to move on like u said. its not easy, affairs of the heart. it nv have been..

but you don have to rush yourself, even if it means taking years to move on...its painful and it hurts. alot.
at points, u may feel that the pain is so suffocating and unbearable.. but rem. you are stronger than u tink you are.. you need to learnt to move on. and to reali let tings go, you will need to learn to confront issues.

along the way, you get advices from ppl around you, but utimately, you are the only person who knows exactly wat you have been going through, and how exactly do you feel.. so only you can help yourself feel better...

so you reali gotta try to let it go.. you gotta smile more cuz u gotta noe that happiness is not wad she gives you, but its wad belongs to u in e first place.


well, i know by saying all tis aint gonna help much, but still i jus wan you to noe that if ever u need a listening ear, i will be there for you.. always..


i hope someday you will find the happiness that truly belongs to you....


你一定要幸福。。。