转角

转角遇到爱

怕你迷路所以一直在这里等侯着你，是我给自己的借口吗？


爱。转角遇见了谁
是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街
能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁
是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解
让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪
不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我，就是我的美

爱。转角遇见了谁
是否不让你流泪
让寂寞孤单作废
让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪
不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我，就是我的美

你喜欢转角吗？有人讨厌转角，因为它可能挡住了你的视线，让你错过原本属于你的东西。有人喜欢转角，因为每一个转角有可能是惊喜，也有可能是惊险，因为不知道所以才要走向前看个清楚。

那你呢？

你喜欢转角吗？

转角对你的意义又是什么呢？

affairs of the heart

you have left this morning...

and here i m re-reading your blog entries.. i discovered a similarity. you have been talking about her. and i tink its e same her you have been talking about throughout your entries.

i don exactly know who is the her you are talking about. i asked but i din wished to probe any further.
somehow i realised that i don consider myself knowing you very well.. i tried to get to know u better, by asking. but it din seems right..

i always thot knowing and understanding someone involves time and those experience that both went thru together, but its sad to say that i have neither of that. i din noe you for a very very long time and on top of tt we have nv been thru much together and i m definitely not someone that u will confide in if u ever meet with problems.

so, its not that surprising that i donno who is the her you have been talking about, and that i needed to asked and probed about tings that happened around you or to you.


i bet you have heard wat i m about to say for a zillion times, but i dont know... so jus bear with me. wont you?

....


i dono what happened between u n her, but i do hope that you will reali try to move on like u said. its not easy, affairs of the heart. it nv have been..

but you don have to rush yourself, even if it means taking years to move on...its painful and it hurts. alot.
at points, u may feel that the pain is so suffocating and unbearable.. but rem. you are stronger than u tink you are.. you need to learnt to move on. and to reali let tings go, you will need to learn to confront issues.

along the way, you get advices from ppl around you, but utimately, you are the only person who knows exactly wat you have been going through, and how exactly do you feel.. so only you can help yourself feel better...

so you reali gotta try to let it go.. you gotta smile more cuz u gotta noe that happiness is not wad she gives you, but its wad belongs to u in e first place.


well, i know by saying all tis aint gonna help much, but still i jus wan you to noe that if ever u need a listening ear, i will be there for you.. always..


i hope someday you will find the happiness that truly belongs to you....


你一定要幸福。。。

Precious Little Time

Precious Little Time

The man came home from work late again, tired and irritated, to find his 5 year old son waiting for him at the door.

Daddy, may I ask you a question?"

"Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man.

"Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?"

"That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.

"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.

"If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour."

"Oh," the little boy replied, head bowed.

Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?"

The father was furious. "If the only reason you wanted to know how much money I make is just so you can borrow some to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and don't have time for such childish games." The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even madder about the little boy's questioning. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money.

After an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think he may have been a little hard on his son. Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $10.00, and he really didn't ask for money very often.

The man went to the Door of the little boy's room and opened the door. "Are you asleep son?" he asked.

"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.

"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man. "It's been a long day and I took my aggravation out on you. Here's that $10.00 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, beaming. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow, he pulled out some more crumpled up bills. The man, since the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at the man.

"Why did you want more money if you already had some?" the father grumbled.

"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.

"Daddy, I have $20.00 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?"


-author unknown-

my angel

When god closes one door on us, he will always open another door but so often than not we would stand outside the closed door, failing to realise that god has actuali opened another door for us.
For me, i stood outside the closed door for years, trying to force it open and i did not realised that god has not only opened a new door for me, but he sent me a guardian angel as well...

yes. i am talking about life. friendship. relationship.
it applies.


i wonder what took me so long to realised that the door has been closed for good and no matter how hard i try it will never open up again..what took me so long to understand and accept that what's lost is lost, it will never come back.

am i too stubborn for my own good?
i wonder...

why persist in pursuing someting that its not mine, and had nv been?

why try so hard and get myself so tired when i noe i will never get wad i want?



Now, i have learnt to take a step back.

and yes.

i saw a bigger picture. a clearer one.


i saw that door god opened up for me. i saw that angel that god sent behind tis door.


this angel painted my world with colours, brought me laughter and got me out of that miserable life i was leading.

and more importantly, tis angel offered me friendship.


i am much happier now than i was before.

and a big part goes to tis angel.



you don't know i am talkin about you.

but yes.


the angel who has the almost similar name to mine.


its u i am talking abt.